The Lowdown.

The Lowdown.
I am a woman, looking at 50 very soon. A mother of 5, grandmother of 7. I care for 3 of the grandchildren full time and 2 of the part time. I get paid a little for caring for one because she is disabled, which is kind of a oxymoron because she is the best of all of them.
Bored yet?
I've been bipolar for as long as I can remember which has had its pros and cons throughout my life as I plan to share as I write more and more.
I live a life that has become more everyone else's life than mine due to family obligations. I keep the majority of my thoughts and feeings to myself for many reasons but decided to try this blog thing as a method of self treatment.
The latest of a lifelong devotion to self therapy.
 I'm stressed, depressed and feel insignificant, taken advantage of and guilty all the time now. And, not medicated.
You've been warned.
I don't have much alone time so my posts may be spiratic.
Again, you've been warned.